2.40am: I choose to post on your blog instead of mine is because I'm not too sure how many times you'd click on my blog a day. So it's better I post here, so you wouldn't miss this post. First of all, I admit I didn't know how disappointed you were when I lied. But my reason is, I didn't want you to get frustrated. I'm sorry..

Next I know this had been hard on you, I know you're tired right after work and yet have to think about me. I might not understand your situation but I did hear you out didn't I. Yes, I am stubborn a characteristic that I've been living with for 16 years. You know best, but I will never put your words on deaf ears again.

You said, you wouldn't want to lose me so you'll keep all those sorrows and unhappiness in yourself. No baby, I don't want it this way. I am your girlfriend, I am always here for you. I promised to go through thick and thin with you. My thinking might be childish, but I'm sure loving you ain't a childish act.

Admitting that being together sorrows are more than laughters but I'm sure we could change this into something better. I don't want to disappoint you anymore. I realise that everytime we quarrel, it's because of miscommunication. Sometimes my words on you might be harsh, am sorry once again..

Yes, I agree to the saying that "There is no perfection in Love, Love doesn't always go the way we want. Our heart is the center of the body and beating on the left therefore the heart is not always right". But, I also believe loving the one you think you love, is never wrong.

Baby I don't want to lose you either. I love you, we'll work this out together.
And to all (people on the tagboard): Thanks for everything, I know y'all care. I appreciate your concern. Yuxuan I am sorry if i disappoint you at the same time. :( but, I think we'll work this out because he is my boyfriend eventually. :')