There's a meaning with every photo i upload with every post.
it's been sometime seen i last post,actually i don't really wanna come back here but i got no idea
why am i back to this blog.

Lot's of things happen to me n someone lately,i don't know why but it just seems like it's going to
end between me n her.

Chances had been given all the time when i'm wif her but..but this time is my fault really.i'm so wrong tat i can't really forgive myself,i made her become like this is all me i'm someone to blame.

If only i'm not soft-hearted she won't be like today,If only i don't give too much chances she won't be like today,If only i be more serious she won't be like today and If only time could be back she won't be like today. If..If.. is all about if.

I know i shouldn't post this Cos you Readers out there shouldn't share about my pain,sadness,guilty.but i don't wanna say out but just to type out how i feel,is like i'm dying already i'm too tired i can't take it anymore BUT actually i'm the one who can't let it go.
i'm useless.
Feel like ending this once n for all but i'm scare very scare tat she'll suffer,she won't be taking good care of,she met bad guys.I really fear really.

This few days i met a girl at this place,when i first saw her i see she act like the first day i know pearlyn.she took my number we bagan to msg but i never know she knew pearlyn,so got no choice but to leave.

For me i feel tat i can't have a girlfriend cos i don't know how to take good care of
I'm sorry girls out there tat i use to be with.

I'm really Sorry.

Labels: Sorry to you both.