NELSONCHUA'S
Since 25th April, 2009 I ♥ You.

since April 25th, you play an important part dear. after that 9 months of seperation, i really realised how much i need you. those words that i screamed through the phone to you that evening, really woken me up. at the moment i didn't thought we'd be together again. i lost the total trust i've.
months passes, countless times Sihao and some others tried to put us back together. but it turned out to be a waste. long after, we start talking the status of being best friends til the extend of hanging out together like brothers and sisters.
until last month, we occupy our time talking to each other, til the both of us fall asleep :) secretly going through what we're going through now. those were times which i enjoyed most because it's when you cared, concerned and having most of your time accompanying me.
ever since that night after club, we became closer then ever.
i'll not be so long-winded. just before my phone battery went dead just now, you were complaining that you're tired. i understand because you went to work today :'( i don't wish to see you suffering(?) every night, baby.
i read your posts from January til May. there was a period when i'm very very, very sick. which i got you so worried and dishearten. i didn't mean to fall ill, worst of all i didn't want you to see get worried at all. it hurt me throughly, and i felt the guilt. not sure why either.
you texted me before you fall asleep: Ling i love u deeply n if can my only wish is to last 10, 000 years wif u.
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when i read your random text, to show how much you loved me, i teared. replied: I couldn't leave that long. But, i've never regret loving you, b.]
also you told me: I promise not to leave u again i need u.
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i couldn't express how much you meant to me. replied: i wouldn't want you to go either. Even an essay couldn't show how much i love you.]
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